The kitchen window is streaked and spotted
on the outside from months-gone
summer rains.
The air has since turned frigid;
small birds flit & dance on the barren bush
just beyond the sill.
Inside, I stand resting
in the sun that streams through
just above the old porcelain sink.
The dishes are finished
and last wisps of steam rise;
the children are occupied with holiday gifts
as I forget for a moment
everything isn’t all right.
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Another notebook fragment from December finally coalesces.